I been thinking.. I feel terrible. I’ve cheated in every relationship I’ve ever been in (except my current one) And it’s not okay. At all. I don’t know why I cheated. I’m just a physical person. I like sex. And if you’re attractive and you throw it at me, I have a hard time saying no. Well, it used to be that way. Never realized how many people I hurt until now and I’m completely sorry.. I don’t blame y’all at all. I just.. I never really experienced “commitment” at it’s purest. I grew up watching my father cheat and I guess I always thought it was okay, as long as you weren’t caught. So I made it a mission to never get caught. To every girl I ever hurt, even if it wasn’t due to cheating, I’m sorry…
Guess it’s good I realized Hailey was the one, because then I woulda hurt her by now. I just needa learn from my mistakes. Scratch that, I AM learning from my mistakes.